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| God, it's just so weird....
Looking back on all of this. Now that I've graduated and completed my first semester of college. I've been in a solid relationship for over a year, and I really love him. I haven't used this thing in so long. I mean, I occasionally visit xanga to look for icons/pictures/graphics, but I definitely do not use them on here. I've grown up so much since... well I guess I started my FIRST xanga in 2003. That was almost SIX years ago. It sort of makes me feel old. Things have changed, times have changed, and I for sure have changed. I'm not friends with a lot of my old friends, and when I look back it breaks my heart. I used to be so close to some of the best people, but everything happens for a reason so I can't be too distraught about it. Haha, heck, maybe I should even start this thing back up... start all over fresh. That would be cool. I just might do that. Then no one could find me on here, well, unless they were looking. Anyway, I figured I'd update at least one last time... and grammatically correct :]
Love,
Anna | | |
| I think it's completely necessary for me to make this post. I would like to say to those who are asking me for comments, uhm DOES IT LOOK LIKE I EVER USE THIS THING? Seriously, I'm seventeen, I have better things to do than to play on xanga and make posts every day and crap like that. I hate it when people ask me for comments, that seriously drives me away from leaving them some. I mean if this was myspace, maybe, but it's not. I haven't updated since flippin' July! Come on now. Just because I look at your site doesn't mean I have to leave you a comment. Good freakin' grief.
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| So Matt told me to update. Now I guess I will. This is JUST FOR YOU. Seeing as how NO ONE reads this anymore.
-Single
-Looking
-Finding myself
-Changing myself
-Getting closer to God
-Leaving on Thursday.
Well, I've been having my ups and downs. My brother and I are on the rocks. I don't know what I've done, but apparently he believes I'm a whore. Or atleast that's the way he makes it seem. He makes it seem like I would be as stupid as to invite a guy over to his empty house and do something with him. I wouldn't even invite a guy over to my house to do something. Sheesh. It's not like I drink, smoke, or plan to experiment in any sort of way. I've been having very little luck with the guys lately. Not that that's news anymore. I am going to church thankfully. I hate Panic! at the Disco. If I hear one of those damned songs again, I'll go insane. There's not much more I feel like typing, other than that I'm leaving for Michigan/Ohio/Tennessee on Thursday and won't be back for 7-10 days. Please save me. K,thanks.
<3Anna. | | |
| Ooohh, life's so sweet right here...
So, I haven't truly updated my little xanga here in a while. If you notice, I delete all old posts that don't have something of extreme importance or that aren't poems. This has been an odd year for me, but things are looking up! So, God Bless.
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In the passenger's seat. | | |
| Seeing as how I have nothing else to do at the moment, I suppose I'll update and post some random facts about myself.
1. I love buying new shoes, but I usually never wear them.
2. I hate being lied to.
3. I love driving a lot.
4. My brother is one of my heros, but he has changed a lot.
5. I don't like who I was when I was in the 8th grade.
6. I may like the rebel flag, but that doesn't mean I'm racist nor does it mean that I think the south will rise again (that's just a heap of crap in need of being lit on fire).
7. I have really odd mood swings.
8. I get easily annoyed, stressed, mad, and/or jealous.
9. Levi jeans are my favorite.
10. Sometimes I say leave me alone, but truly mean I am rather upset but I need someone and just don't want to admit it because I'm rather hard headed.
11. I've been called a smart ass and it's true.
12. I like hanging out with some of my guy friends over some of my girl friends because some of my guy friends are easier to be around.
13. I've wanted a car since I was old enough to understand what a car was.
14. I love playing outside and running around, even though I hate running.
15. I love hats, even though I don't wear them often.
16. I could play video games all day.
17. Music means a lot to me, but I don't know if I'm ever going anywhere with it in my life.
18. I think I look really weird carrying a purse, even though I carry one a lot.
19. I think I look weird without eyeliner.
20. I'm very possessive with my stereo, iPod, and computer.
21. Just because I'm on the computer a lot, doesn't mean I am relient upon technology.
22. I hate it when people tell me they're going to call me back and never do.
23. I write poetry and songs when I really need to get something out of me.
24. I like to paint my nails, but I suck at it.
25. I own golashes and I love them (golashes = rainboots for those of you who don't know.)
26. I get scared easily in real life, but when I watch scary movies -- I never get scared.
27. My favorite perfume is Dior's Pure Poison.
28. I really like it when guys wear cologne that smells good, and not like old men.
29. I love my comforter. It's too small for my bed but I don't even care, I still use it. (PS - I got a new bed last year that's why it's too small.)
30. I really hate chemistry.
31. I don't get why I am forced into taking classes that aren't even slightly close to the career path that I plan to be on.
32. If I don't make it into UGA, it will break my heart 30x over.
33. I have secrets that I never plan to tell.
34. No one knows everything about me.
35. I love cowboy hats and boots.
36. I don't like being called a redneck anymore. There's too much degrading connotation behind it these days.
37. People try to label me, but there's no way to. I mean, I dress how I want. I don't dress a certain way because a certain kind of style tells me to or because I am a certain kind of person.
38. I have very strong opinions about everything and I argue a lot.
39. If anything were to happen to my Atlanta Knights bear, I would be morbidly upset. My dad and brother gave it to me when I was like 4 or 5 and I love it so much. It's from Atlanta's old hockey team.
40. I like playing street hockey.
41. I like playing anything in the street, haha.
42. I prefer to type like I'm educated instead of talking in "internet" talk. I mean, sometimes I do when I'm really lazy. Not usually though.
43. I like bright colors. I couldn't live in a boring colored room. It would never suit me correctly.
44. I am a Christian, but I'm not the best Christian.
45. When I get bored, I do dumb things like this.
46. The only sport I have ever participated in was cheerleading.
47. I'm not the partying type. So, no I don't love to party.
48. I don't think of college as an option, for me I see it as manditory.
49. I can't spell to save my life, though I try really hard.
50. I hate it when people think they are so hot and perfect walking around in booty shorts and shirts that show their six pack... of soda. They are too large to be wearing clothes like that and shouldn't show off something they don't have.
51. I know I'm not the hottest thing to ever touch God's green earth, and I dress modestly because I know better than to show off stuff that I don't have. Even if I do have it, I tend to not show it off.
52. I hate confrontation.
53. I respect my elders because I don't think it's cool to be "anti-authority". I was raised better than that.
54. I also have self respect.
55. I am not now, nor will I ever be a whore.
56. I am a procrastinator.
57. I tend to get overly emotional.
58. I don't like having to sit around my house all day and not go anywhere. I love going places, even if it's just someone else's house.
59. I am terrible with "public" speaking.
60. I also can't sing solos because I get so nervous.
61. My name, the word solos, and the word racecar are all palendromes and I like palendromes.
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